Sunday, July 29, 2007
Hi to everyone.I don't think that I'll be able to blog or chat for a long time due to the PSLE coming.Awwww!I'll really miss blogging but I need to study because I suck in my studies.Before I stop blogging,I'd like to wish everyone Good Luck.Our prelims(is it spelt like this?) will start next week and the PSLE is just around the corner,guys.I just hope that everyone will receive(another word I'm unsure of) good marks.You know,even if it's not high.Just high enough so that we can go to the school we're fond of.I wish that I could at least go to Swiss with my friends.That would be like a dream come true for me.I promise to myself that I'm going to try my very best to get there.I want to do not only myself and my family proud,but also my school.No more staying back to do homework(you know what I mean.Aku tak leh cakap(or was it bilang?haiz!See?My malay Stink to the core!) sebab nanti ibubapa saya nak sebok baca blog saya.Haiyah.If you don't understand my malay,just ask me at school la.Not now.),no more fooling around at school and at class.Concentrate!Focus!Ok!That's all.Ciao baby!Til next time,Adios..Amigos!
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Friday, July 27, 2007
I think that my life's improving.I'm keeping a lot of secrets now.Usually,people won't trust me with their secrets but I think that some people are finally learning to trust me.Of all the secrets that I have,I'm keen on this particular one.I know that I've stopped gossiping but I can't help it.Anyway,it's not really gossiping because we're just stating facts anyway.Here's the sneaky thing I've been up to.I have these,well,let's say "friend"(but I don't really think that she's one) that thinks she's PERFECT.Hello?Can you beleive it?Duh!Can anyone get lamer than that?And so anyway,back to my story.These other two friends of mine have been,like,talking about her.And,surprise,surprise!All of us have the same thought(that is the main reason anyway why we started "gossiping") about her!Like just now during remedial.We were like,talking about her the whole time.And she has no clue!I know that it is not right.But if she has the right to talk about other people,then,so do us.I feel really sorry for her but she needs to have a taste of her own medicine.But rest assure.It is not a friend of mine.So to all my friends,relax!
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Friday, July 20, 2007
Haiz.I'm really tensed!People think I'm a psycho!Duh!I said I'm not in that state yet!Why must people always over-react?Especially that Lia.Once again,for the record.I am not a PSYCHO!I am the Kimberly.And Iqah,I don't think that you're lame.It's just that I feel like a sore thumb?You know,the one that stands up from the rest.I mean,look at that time when we did homework in school and all of you were like doing mother tounge homework while I was doing some other things,get it?I just don't wanna feel that way.I hope you understand?
Anyway,today was Racial Harmony Day and we got to wear our traditional costumes.But it's not the case for me.I wore a Vietnamese costume instead.I thought that people will laugh if they saw me in my traditional costume that's why I did not wear it.Iqah lent me her big sis'.Thanks.Between you and me,Iqah has been like a rental shop owner.I keep borrowing clothes from her.Thanks anyway.Cikgu asked me to join the sorak thingy but I don't think I can make it.I'm sick right now.I caught a cold just now while returning from school.That's all.Til next time..Adios,Amigos.
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Oh boy!My "illness" is coming back again.Ok.It's not exactly an illness(that's why it's in inverted commas in the first place).It's more of a temporary thing that occurs whenever I get mad,upset,lonely,stressed or depressed.And it rarely occurs.However,I could really be dangerous when it happens.I don't what I'm doing.And of course,unfortunately,it occurs for several days.Alright.Here is how it starts.
I get really upset by something until I get really mad.Until I can't control myself anymore.My emotions get the better of me.Then,just out of the blue,I'll just erupt like a volcano.I'll be temporarily "possessed" by Anger and I'll start doing things that I don't really want to do.I'd be capable of doing anything.And if you observe me,you would notice that I'm different from the person you know.It's like,I'm a totally changed person.A stranger,perhaps.And the worst thing of all is I don't like it happening.I feel really mean and nasty.But I just can't control myself.I don't want to be controlled by my emotions!
I usually think that I have 2 'S'es,2 'B's and 2 'D's in my character.I can be really Sweet,but I can be Scheming at the same time.I can be a bore,but I can be a bitch too.I can be a Darling.However,I can be very dangerous as well.
So,there you have it.The full story.I hope that it won't occur.I don't want to hurt anyone.But don't worry.I am not a maniac or a psycho.I'm just helpless.I hope you understand.Oh yeah.And this doesn't mean I am in that state.I said I just think it's coming back.So don't stay away from me.I'm completely safe now.Until next time,Adios..Amigos
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Sunday, July 15, 2007
OK.ATTENTION AGAIN EVERYONE.I'M SORRY TO SAY BUT THE TIME IN MY ENTRIES ARE COMPLETE CRAP!SO PLEASE DON'T MIND THEM.AFTER ALL IT'S THE DATE AND STORY THAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR,RIGHT?OK.WATEVS.I AM SO TIRED OF LIFE!
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Friday, July 13, 2007
I don't understand this life any longer.Is it me who've changed or is it the people around me?Perhaps people change every single day,every single hour,every single minute,every single second.I know that you're dying to know what I'm pointing at that's why I'm going to tell you now.
Ever since school opened(January 3),I felt that everyone had(or is it "has"?Or maybe "have"?) changed.My friends and I are drifting apart.Some people think my jokes and my personality are lame-o.The most unexpected couples got together.The most unexpected people became friends.Hearts were broken,feelings were hurt.All of this were due to:1)love?,2)insensitivity of some inconsiderate people? or 3)sacrifices for friendships? I've been hurt and my heart was broken due to sacrifices I made in order to keep my friendships going.I've endured all of the jokes people slap right onto my face.But sometimes,the jokes get too much and I end up getting hurt without the person teasing me knowing.I don't really like the idea of people pitying on me.I don't want to be a wet blanket.I want people to know that I can be ok with anything.Be it insults or dirty jokes.In the other hand,I know that I've hurt a lot of people's feelings due to my insensitivity.Sorry to all those people.I am sorry Sham.I am just sorry to everyone who I've hurt.SORRY.To all my friends,I know that I am such a pain in the ass.You know.All the mood swings.One time,I'm HAPPY.Then the next thing we know I'm ANGRY or SAD.I hope that you know what I'm going through.With the PSLE coming,my social life,my unsteady relationship with my friends and the problems I face with my family.Imagine all the stress I'm going through.It's up to you whether you understand or not.Ok.That's all.I hope that everyone knows me a li'l better now.Til next time..Adios!Amigos!
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Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Hello to everyone again!Sorry for not updating my blog for so long.Anyway,I do not have any latest things to tell you 'coz I've stopped being a 'kepoh' person since after the holidays.Anyway,thanks for doing my blog for me Iqah.Thank you very much.Oh yeah.I almost forgot.Even though the 'Dikir Barat' thingy is like,really boring,I really like our costume.But the skirt only lah.The top like what leh.Like want to play sports like that.LOL!Some more very tight and very short.Thank goodness my body not so long.But we do look sort of like cheerleaders.Ok.I know that I've gotten long-winded.Enough is enough.Bye.Until next time..Adios!Amigos!
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