Sunday, December 30, 2007
This is a message to all of my friends out there.I'LL MISS YOU GUYS TERRIBLY!You don't know how much all of you mean to me.Our happy moments will always and forever be in my mind.Well,not just the happy moments.Even the sad ones.All of you will always be in my heart.I hope that one day,all of us could have a school reunion one day.I wish that all of you will do the same.I mean I wish that all of you will never forget our time.I'll miss each and every one of you for your own unique ways.Lia for always lending me a helping hand,a listening ear,a shoulder to cry on and all that crap(like when I have some problem or when I need help in Maths).Shashi for being a good friend(I'll never forget the times when we fool and joke around,cutie).Iqah for always being the party-pooper(no lah.Joking only.I mean I won't forget you for playing a part in my life once.And of course,for being my friend.)Sorry for not mentioning some names.It's just that if I write everyone down,I won't have enough space.Just remember that I love and miss you all!Ciao,baby!See you all soon.Don't forget to got to Dazhong first day of school and on teacher's day!I'm lucky for having wonderful friends like you!I'll always treasure and cherish all of you!Bye!
5:22 p.m
12:56 AM
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Awww,shucks!Guess what(although you would have guessed already.)?I didn't manage to get into Swiss.Yes!For reals!How bad is that?I feel so..I don't know.Dissappointed(people,people.Please feel free to correct my grammar or spelling mistakes.)?Although not so much that I want to kill myself.Maybe dissappointed because I didn't do my best and ended up in Chua Chu Kang Secondary School.The school itself is not so bad.Actually,now that I think of it,I don't mind going there.Passing is good enough for me.I used to think that I must go to the same school as my friends so that I'll have familiar faces around me.But after a while,I got used to the fact that this is where I'm supposed to be.This is where Fate want me to be.So why test Fate when I could just do whatever it has in store for me.Though I believe that I could change Fate if I just tried.But that would be quite a hustle and I hate trouble.So anyway,back to the story,I decided that if this is where I'm meant to be,then so be it.It doesn't mean that I'm some kind of retard if I go to CCK.It doesn't mean that I can't achieve great things here.All I'm going to do is to focus on my studies for now.Make sure that I could be as clever as Lia or Iqah.Then I'll start looking for schools offering scholarships overseas.It's not like my parents can't afford to send me overseas to continue my studies.It's just that I want to be offered a scholarship so that I could prove to my parents that I'm smart enough.Gets?But then I made this promise to Lia.So I think that I should keep a promise.Moving on,I'm really looking forward to the next level in my life.I hope that every day will go smoothly.That's all I can say.'Til next time,Gracias!Adios..Amigos...
4:55 p.m
12:30 AM
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Oh man!I miss my friends BIG BIG time!I'm sure everyone out there is having fun.Some went overseas.Or to their hometowns.Or to some holiday camp.Or just even out to chill with their friends.Yet here I am.All alone.In my cute-sy little home.Watching soppy dramas.Or eating.Seriously,I feel and think that I gained a LOT of weight.I feel so heavy walking around.And I'm starting to see a bump in my tummy?I'm not so sure.But I think it's just my hallucination.My normally flat stomach is nowkind of big?Of course lah.It's obvious.Instead of playing sports during P.E. and during CCA time,here I am.Sitting in front of the T.V. eating large bags of chips,big tubs of ice-cream,a whole box of pizza(yeah,believe or not,I can eat a whole box),cans of soft drink,bars of chocolate and other unhealthy junk.My fantasy of basking in the sun(maybe in Miami.I heard that the beaches there are fantatsic) in some yellow bikini(hahaha.I know lah!I'm always very shabby in school and look like I'm fat but I'm actually shapely?hahaha!I am sooooo THICK-SKINNED) just went down the drain.How pathetic is that?Actually,my parents were planning to go back to the Philippines but unfortunately,I,the evil villain,disagreed because of the PSLE bullshit.Then when I finally agreed,there were no tickets left.So in the end,here I am,stuck at home with nothing to do.And to make things WORSE,my parents are totally STRICT!As in strict to the MAX!So I can't even go out with friends.Well,unless I really beg her.But what I don't understand is why isn't she batting an eyelid(or was ot 'an eyelash'?I could never get this kind of things right) when I go out alone?As in when I tell her that I'm just going down to buy something or I'm going to the mall to return books or go shopping,she usually agrees very easily.So how?I know lah.You think I inherited some of my weirdness from my parents.Right?Hahahaha!It's OK.I'm going to know which school I've been posted to next week.I wish I could really just go to Swiss.The prospect of having new people arund is making me kinda nervous so I really wish that I could be somewhere with my friends.Wish me luck!'Til next time,Gracias!Adios..Amigos...
5:50 AM
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