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The Glam&Fab Goddess-
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Yay!Exams are over,exams are over.Phew!So,how was my day?Not bad so far.No netball last Friday.So I went to Lot 1 with Shafira,Aisyah and Fitri.Ate at Mc first before going to the Library.We found a nice spot in the Library and sat down.It was actually OK..Until Aisyah statred talking about shit.We were all laughing so hard that it made my tummy ache.Unfortunately,the bitchy Librarian was actually in the next aisle and heard.She scolded us for being noisy and chased us out.Aisyah went home soon after that and the three of us decided to go to Popular.Nothing much.Just saw Mrs Liaw.Then went home.That's all for Friday.Sunday was the real drama-rama.See,I have this 16-year-old cousin,Ella,who goes to an American school.She was invited to a big party on Saturday so she tagged me along.The part was somewhere near Orchard in a bungalow(can't remember where exactly but I do remember passing Orchard Road) of an American family.The party started of boring but soon,as the "popular"peopll started arriving,the party started getting wild.Lots of drinking and dancing and smoking.Some even went outside in the balcony to get high.My cousin left me to talk to her popular friends.I was standing alone watching the whole party and talking to some people occasionally when this blonde guy goes up to me.I recognised him as one of my cousin's popular friends.Real handsome but I'm not interested(since the Luqman incident).He offered me this pink shake.I looked over to my cousin and saw her and her friends laughing then turned to me,smiled and nodded.I knew they were up to no good.But I didn't want to be a party pooper,so I accepted it.It tasted like normal strawberry shake,with a hint of alcohol.Soon,I started craving for more of it.And that's as far as I can remember.I only gained back my mind when I realized I was talking to policemen.Apparently,the party got too wild and noisy and the neighbours complained.The policemen gave me a warning not to "expose" myself in public.I didn't know what they were talking about so I just nodded.When we were in the taxi,Ella showed me photos of a girl dancing madly on top of a table in her phone.I laughed 'cuz I thought the girl was stupid.But there was this picture of the girl which featured her face.And I stopped laughing immediately.'Cuz lo and behold,who else could be the girl dancing on top of the table if not me.Topless.I felt so cheap and I felt like a total slut.This time Ella started laughing.I asked her to delete the pics but she said I'll have to do a favour for her before she does.What have I done?Thank goodness nobody else took pics 'cuz Ella said they were to busy watching the free strip show.That's all I can offer you.If you want to see the pics,tell me(as if I'm gonna show them to you.But if you really beg,maybe I wll.).I have to go.I think I'm going to be sick.2 Days already but I still have a hangover from the stupid spiked shake.'Til next time,Gracias!Adios..Amigos...
2:19 p.m
Reply-s:
Vivian:Is this funny?
Jenn Yeong:Hiiii Ah Gong!How're you?Long time no see too.Hope to see you soon.Miss you liao.Love you!Mwah!
Tricia:Glad you were happy.
Syafii:Thanks for noy telling!
10:59 PM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Finally,finally!Last paper's tomorrow.After Science Paper 2 tomorrow,I'm free!Bye-bye late nights and eye-bags,hello beauty sleep and refreshing face!I'm so glad I don't have to sleep late anymore.'Cuz whenever I sleep late,my zits break out all over my face like they're suddenly released from prison.Not the puss-y disgusting ones.The ones I get are dry,bumpy ones so it's like they're not really noticable if you stand away a few feet from me.You only see them when you stand near enough or when you touch my face(which I so don't want 'cuz when my face has been touched,it'll start itching all over and zits will form again).Say bye to party nights,Zits!Now,it's my turn to party!Ugh!Don't know why my face is so sensitive.Sleep late only,get zits.Use certain facial washes only,get zits.But I eat choc,don't get zits.What the hell is wrong with you guys?!I wish they'll just stay out of my face!Ok.Enough about zits.It's bad enough that I have to see them every time I look in the darn fucking mirror.So..today was the Maths Paper 2.Quite OK if you ask me.Managed to answer all of the questions but didn't manage to ensure myself whether I was sure about some of my answers.But apart from that,'twas Ok.Mrs Liaw didn't come to school today..again.What's up with the old lady?She's always absent form school.Maybe went off already and had an early vacation on some yacht of hers in the Carribean?Or maybe had a second honeymoon?Whatever.What I know is that I'm starting to miss her.I know it sounds weird,but come on.She's actually a very good teacher,guys.Received the History results during History period.God!My marks are really embarrassing.Not that I failed.Just that I got a shameful B4.But Ms Juli said not to worry 'cuz they'll combine the SA marks with the CA marks.Phew!Thank goodness I did well in CA1.Maybe my marks can be pulles up by my CA mark?So anyway,that's all I have to say.See?See the drastic change in my life?Pity,pity.I just wished sometimes that I just didn't meet HIM.Then in that way,I won't be in pain right now.But that's just sometimes.Most of the time,I'm glad I met HIM 'cuz I wouldn't have felt this way if I didn't.It has never been wrong that I loved HIM.And it never will be.All I know is that HE has been part of my life.And HE made me realize that sometimes,it's just best to let go of someone you love,even if it hurts,just for the sake of his or her happiness.I mean,when I heard HE found a girlfriend,I didn't feel upset.Well,ok.I did feel upset.But for a while only.After crying for a while,I suddenly realized that I was happy for HIM.And I was happy just to see HIM happy,even though it wasn't me making HIM happy.I was just contented that HE found someone to love,even though it's not me.It made me see that what's not meant to be,will never be.And what's meant to be,will be.I guess that what I did was called "sacrificial love",although I didn't really sacrifice anything except my love for HIM(I wouldn't have thought twice of sacrificing anything for HIM in the past.But that was in the past.It's now over.). So I decided to just let go(hadn't I been talking about letting go for the past few weeks?Well,this is the real deal.This time,I mean it.I'm really going to let go).I,Kimberly,hereby declare my crush for Luqman officially OVER(Hey Syafii,I know you're probably reading this and thinking,"Oh.So she likes him.I knew it."Yeah,unfortunately,I know how your little brain works.But let's be mature and serious here for a while,k?I hope you won't start spreading nasty rumours or anything,k.I know I can TRUST you.'Cuz I consider you as one of my FRIENDS.Thanks for understanding!).I just hope that someday,I will meet someone who will really love me with all his heart.As for now,I'll take a break from boys and start enjoying my youth.After all,we only live once,don't we?'Til next time,Gracias!Adios..Amigos...
5:45 p.m.
Reply-s:
Vivian:Hi Vivian!Glad you like my blog.Continue to tune in,yeah.
Zi Ru:Linked!
Indah:Thanks for telling me what is MYE.I know I can be a bit blur sometimes(OK.Most of the time).Hope you won't be so sad.And you are a CHIOBU.Within and Out.But if you don't want to be pretty,then fine.You are beautiful.But within.Ok?
Tricia:Update already.Happy?
2:12 AM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Friday, May 9, 2008
Yo people of the world!Sorry for abandoning you for so long.Missed me?Hehe!Busy with my exams la.But don't worry.I'll try my best to play catch-up with you guys.Ok.So where was I?Oh yeah.Exams.Mid-year exams.Or MYE,as most people call it(God!I am so outdated I didn't even know what MYE was).Had the Science and Maths Paper 1 today.Fast-forward to Mother Tongue period.I really HATE Alif.He's such a jerk.He calls me a "mama pariah".Puh-leaze!Why don't he look at his own self first before calling people insulting names.This is not the first time.Then when we settled down inside the classroom,I don't know why he freakin' threw a really hard eraser at me.It hurts.A lot.And I don't know why I cried.I don't cry any longer.The last time I cried was when I decided to forget HIM which was like,a few weeks ago.Thank goodness Cikgu didn't come.There was no teacher around.And I cried for,what?15 minutes?And even after I cried,tears still ran down my cheek.I guess I used Alif's throwing the eraser at me to let out all of my problems.There.That's all I have to write.I don't know what else to write anymore nowadays.Since I stopped liking HIM,my life's suddenly become so BORING.It's like a whole big part of me has been left behind in the past.And I'm afraid I'm never going to like anyone again.I'm not interested in guys anymore.Ugh!Am I going to become a tomboy?Lesbian?Nun?Whatever.You decide for me.Got to go.Feeling really sleepy.'Til next time,Gracias!Adios..Amigos...
10:07 p.m
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