Friday, October 2, 2009
Sat for the Mother Tongue Paper today. Chose the Letter Writing over the Dialogue cuz I didn't really understand what the Dialogue was about. I spent, like, 10 minutes, just looking at the paper, trying to come up with something. I finished it at around 8:50. After that, I spent 5 minutes choosing which topic to use for my essay. The first one was about "The good and the bad working together" or something like that. The second topic was some crap about going to Johor. But I chose the third one. "Suatu Harapan yang tidak Kesampaian". Which basically means "Hopes that weren't fulfilled". I spent another 10 minutes trying to come up with a plot when it struck me. I've wasted time coming up with an idea when all along, the idea I was looking for had been in my mind. No, actually, it was from across my classroom. And it was a HE. I'm sure you get who I'm referring to here. Anyway, it was mostly about how it pains me to know that HE likes her. And how I reflected and realized that before I liked him, I was actually pretty contented and happy with my life. How everything was so not complicated and how I felt so free. And then he came into my life and made everything difficult for me without intending to. I concluded my essay with this:
"Mungkin dia suatu harapan yang tidak kesampaian. Namun, hidup saya baru bermula. Saya yakin saya tidak suka dia lagi. Tetapi, saya tahu, dia masih dalam hati saya kerana saya sembunyikan dia di sana sambil menungguh untuk orang yang akan memberi hidup kepada hatiku yang sudah mati. Pada suatu hari, saya tahu saya boleh menyampaikan suatu harapan yang lagi bagus dan besar daripada harapan ini."
Or some shit like that. I don't know. Can't remember the exact words. But I definitely used the best Malay words and grammar I knew. Anyway, if translated, it means:
"Maybe he's something I didn't achieve. However, my life has just begun. I think I don't like him anymore. But I know that he's still somewhere in my heart because I hid him there while waiting for the person who will give life to my dead heart. One day, I know I can reach something that's way better and greater than this hope."
I was laughing quietly by myself while reading it. It was so emo. And my Malay language was so suckish I can't help but laugh. I doubt the teachers will be able to understand what I was trying to say. But it's okay. I'm not exactly a Malay, so it's understandable if my Malay sucked. But I can say that although the language was kinda shitty, each and every word was written with meaning. I meant every word I wrote. Anyway, moving on, paper 2 was surprisingly easier to tackle than the previous papers. Usually, my answer script would be filled with blanks. But for this paper, I managed to answer all the questions(though I just made a guess for most of them.). But the comprehension was damn hard. I didn't understand what it was trying to say cuz the language was, like, intermediate. The paper ended at 12:15. Hung out with Shaf and Afiqah while waiting for the HML students. Yes! One paper down! Just a few more to go! I can do this! If I ace every subject, I'll get to go to a Europian country. Otherwise, if I get As for Math, English and Science, I'll get to go to another Asian country AND an iPhone. If I get at least B for everything, I'll get a new phone( but not an iPhone. :(). If no As, no anything. Sad, huh. So, yeah. I better study now. Aiming for Straight As! Ciao, peepoz! xoxo
12:24 AM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Yes. So here I am. Umm.. Nothing much today. Main highlight of the day. Okay. So, I was, like, sitting with Syaz and Nabillah outside the classroom when Fitri & co. and Hidayah and Amira suddenly walked by us and Fitri told me that they wanted to tell me something. So I followed them to the water and cooler and there, they told me something that almost stopped my heart. I was, like, "Oh. My. God. What the -?!". Cuz seriously. I don't know how I was supposed to react to that one. I don't know if I should be happy or pissed off. Cuz I swore that I'm gonna get over him. Then I suddenly hear that kind of news. Like, really. Way to make everything complicated! I don't know if Fitri and Hidayah are even telling the truth. They're probably just messing with me or something. They even have witnesses. For Christ's sake. For all I know, the witnesses could be in cahoots with them. Whatever. I don't belive them. Or maybe I do. Argh! And I kinda feel awkward cuz Amirah's there and as we alll know, she has a bit of history with the unnamed person I'm talking about here. But anyway, she seemed cool with it. At least it's better than sharing news with another certain someone. (I am so sorry that I have to keep saying stuff that people don't get. That I keep mentioning unnamed people. But really, it's all for the good of everyone. Namely, me.) Again. Whatevz. I'm having a major migraine now. With all of this. My current situation. Exams. Urgh! But at least friends are always there to cheer me up. Guys, you are one of the reasons why I even bother waking up in the morning to go to school. I love you all! And thanks for making my life less dull. :)
3:58 AM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Friday, May 22, 2009
So, here I am again. Another day passed, and I feel like I'm growing more matured and getting out of my shell as each day passes. Let's see. Where shall we start? Okay. Morning Assembly. Since Ms Maz is constantly absent from school, I decided to sit at the back. Away from the prying eyes and ears of Mr Kong. So I sat in front of Nora, which is always fun (except that she's currently undergoing some stuff. Not gonna mention. All that I'm going to say is that guys are really such as*holes. Well, not all. But most of them anyway.). So as Mr Kong was sending off the classes, I heard someone say "Eh, ___ never come today ah.". So I turned and surprise, surprise. It's Ashraf. Talking about ___ like I'm not there. And looking slyly at me. I flushed and looked down, mumbling some swear words like "chibai" and "f*ck". I ignored them and went on talking to Nora. But just as Ash was about to go off to his class, I heard him repeat the same sentence again. What a bloody ****. Ugh! Why do people seem to enjoy torturing me??! It's, like, so annoying! So, anyway, went to slack off a few minutes with Jermaine and Nora before going for that stupid ICT training. Seriously, it's like snoozeville up there. Received Science, Geography and History paper today.
History : 37/45
Geography : 48/70 (not so sure. Forgot the real thing)
Science : 60/95
So happy! I got an A1 for History! Again! I stil don't know whether I should take History or Literature next year. Went for mother tongue lesson at 12 pm. I was about to turn the bend to take the stairs to my Malay class when guess who I ran into? Yes, it's Ashraf. Again. And this time, he was with his clique. Damn, am I unlucky! He spotted me and said something like "Eh Kim, ah tu ___.". And ___ glanced for a second before looking away. Argh! He's driving me nuts! Fitriiiiiiii! Order your boyfriend not to tease me like that! It's ruining my rep and dignity! Seriously! Why won't people believe me when I say that I'm over ___? I was blushing all the way up to the Malay Classroom. But apparently, the Malay Classroom was being used as a mock paper exam room by this class. So we were forced to go down to the 2/6 class and be watched over by Mdm Prema. Which is sooo not good. Can't even talk. So if I can't talk, then I'll just text. I texted a whole bunch of people. One of them is Fit. I was whining about her boyfriend being such a pain in the a*s. Then I also texted Ashraf to tell him to friggin' stop the teasing. They passed by our class and they were giving me this look again. Jas kept calling me "gago" which is in Tagalog, and translates to "stupid". Am I stupid? And then there's Faiz who keeps asking me for porn vids! Hell, like I have any in my phone.
After school went out with Nora. Was supposed to go out with her and Fit but Fit cancelled out at the last minute to join Amani & co. On the way to the bus stop, Nora and I started acting crazy. I pretended to lie down on the grass as if she was raping me. Haha! Then we saw this red pick-up and we acted as if we wanted to climb up the back and do it there. But we didn't, k. And hey, we're teens, alright. Our sex hormones are at their peak. Okay, that sounded really perverse. But whatever. We took the 307 bus there. Nora sat all teh way at the back while I just stayed at the rear, near the door. I don't like alighting with difficulty. Yue Lin and Song Hong took the same bus as us so Yue Lin joined me while Song Hong sat down(and just for the record, Song Hong. I DON"T like Brendan. Never have and never will. I mean, when I said he was hot, I was talking on behalf of some girls from the netball team. I myself don't find him that hot. But whatever. Think all you want. Not like I care, cuz it's not true. And anyway, a friend of mine kinda likes him *nudge nudge* and I don't like to crush on the same guy as my friends.). Reached Lot 1 ate Kampong Fried Rice at the Food JUnction(Halal, kay, people). Then went to the library to read some mags. (Gosh! Megan Fox actually admitted to LOVING SEX. Ew!) After that went out and decided to disturb innocent passers-by. The plan was that Nora will walk behind someone while I walked in front of that person act like it was the first time I saw Nora. Gets? If you don't, then never mind. Just refer to Case Study #1.
Case #1:
Nora and I spotted an old man pushing his grandchild on a stroller coming towards us outside the library. Nora quickly walks behind him. As the Grand-daddy came nearer, I suddenly said "Nora!!" really loudly and wave at the old man. The victim looked surprised and turns around to see a laughing Nora. Get it now?
Case #2:
We spot a potential victim at that Level 2 CD shop beside Mini Toons. Definitely an Ah Pek. He was watching some wrestling thingy outside the shop with about a dozen other fanatics. I stand behind him while Nora stood at the front. Then, she suddenly turned around and said "Kim!" while waving to the Ah Pek. I didn't see what the Ah Pek's reaction was, but from the Nora's laughter, I'm sure it was something priceless.
Case #3:
We went to the bus terminal to try our luck there. It was really deserted cuz it was after peak hours already. So it was a very good place to prank some people. And just as we thought, we zeroed-in on this auntie. She was about 6 steps from us when I suddenly shouted "Hey!" while waving. The auntie jumped, clearly surprised, then smiled back, thinking it was her we were talking to. But then I waved again, this time purposely looking behind her. She looked back but there wasn't anyone behind her. So she looked back and us and then Nora started guffaw-ing. The auntie realized that we were probably messing around with her and started walking off, pissed and confused. Nora was laughing so hard she spilled her bubble tea on her skirt and peed a bit in her underwear. She said she saw me from the corner of her eyes and the way I did it was really stupid. LOL. We made a quick detour to the toilet where she dried herself off while I deposited all the products that had been rumbling inside me into the toilet bowl(read:crap). After that started walking back to Lot 1 again. But then we decided to play another game. This time, we started asking people "Eh, you Tricia's father/mother ah?". Haha!
Case #4:
On our way to Lot 1, we came upon another Chinese auntie carrying one of those shopping trolleys around. So we stopped her and asked her if she was Tricia's mother. She stopped and looked at us. Then she suddenly asked, "Where is the nearest toilet here?" in Malay. We laughed and she laughed along with us, then pointed to the direction of the toilet that we had just been from. Kudos to that auntie. What a good sport.
Didn't see anyon suitable for that same prank so we decided on pranking little kids. And where in Lot 1 can you find a lot of kids? At the Children's section of the Library. Duh! So we went back to the library to scout for more potential victims.
Case #5:
This little boy was using the search engine at the Children's section when Nora stood behind him and started saying "Hey there, little boy.". The poor toddler got scared and ran off. But wait! His father was actually not far from us! Luckily, he didn't see us.
Case #5:
A cute little eurasian boy was choosing a book amongst the shelves when I suddenly spotted him. I sat beside him and started saying "Hi!!" very loudly. In his face. His lip started trembling and he looked like he was about to cry and ran off to his momma. I ran off, too. Don't wanna get into trouble.
After walking around the Children's section and disturbing every kid we saw, we walked around the mall another time before calling it a day. So, see. I enjoyed myself. Again. Without thinking about ____. That's it then, my back's aching. Ciao!
4:28 AM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
History Trip Pictures:
Can't see myself among all the lights.
I'm bestfriends with Yamashita and Percival!! XD
Who knows? She might be my ancestor.
Kiss me or else we're HISTORY! Haha!
My and Jermaine's role model : Elizabeth Choii (yeah right)
Hey people! I'm baaaaaaack! And better than ever. Exams ended, like, last week so yeah. Feel really relieved. I actually studied for the first time! haha! But then, I've heard that I've failed my Math and didn't do as well for my Science this time round. I was, like what the hell! I failed?? I studied! If I did fail, then that's it. I'll never study. Ever. Again. I mean, really. I'm so pissed off and disappointed. Ugh! Anyway, I will not let this kind of thing spoil my mood.
Had to go to the Hall after school today for a short briefing on the June Holidays Leadership Course. Which, I am not gonna attend. So I went up to the teacher and told her that I'd be away from the 3rd to the 19th of June. I thought that I could go back after informing her but she asked me to go back to my sit first. Ugh! I was rushing, for her info! Syaz and Nora planned to go to Lot 1. So I was really pissed off. To make things worst, she was, like, "So far, I had two of you coming up to me to tell me that you can't make it as overseas. But you need to tell me the exact date so that we might arrange another date for you." and then annonced my name and Yong Li's and asked us the specific dates of out trips. In front of the whole crowd. One thing I really dislike is attracting a crowd's attention in the wrong way. So I heard some voives saying "Eh, Kim, going back to the Philippines eh?" and then some were saying "Aiyoh. Later kana quarantined. Swine flu.". Whatever. Gosh. I flushed like a bloody tomato. Seriously, why didn't she just ask me when I went up to her? Does she need everyone to know that, hey, that girl is going overseas. And then I had to answer her, like, real loud. And I felt stupid saying 3 to 19 June. I've never felt so stupid in my life. And HE was there, for God's sake. Not that I care. I am soo OVER him. Think I'll take another long-term break from guys again. It was better when I wasn't crushing on someone. I mean, when I crush on someone, it's like there's another side of me that's not usually showing. I'm more blur, daydreaming all the time. And I don't want to be blur. I feel like such a ditzy bimbo. I want to be my normal self. The "Kim" that everybody knows. The girl that is funny and cheerful and friendly and talkative and alert. Not that I'm not any of this when I'm crushing one someone. It's just that, I tend to be a less better me when I like someone. Anyway, after these past few days(or weeks. Whatever), I realized that hey, I don't really need guys in my life. And yes, I know that it sounds cliche and and you've heard it before and all. But seriously, I really did feel that way. I enjoy the time I spend with my family and friends. I enjoy their company. I mean, I feel happy and free when I go out with Nora or Syaz or Joce or Fitri. Honestly. I enjoyed going sopping with Nora and Syaz on Monday. I enjoyed going to Woodlands with Fitri to buy those friggin' coloured contacts(which were much more expensive than the ones Yue Lin bought for me the last time. Yue Lin's : $18. Fitri's : $20. Kim's lost : $2. Haha! But nevermind. At least, I bonded with Fitri. Long time since last went out with her.). I enjoyed eating at New York New York with my family to celebrate my brother's birthday last Friday(and by the way, did you know that the New York New York branch in Lot 1 is Halal but the others aren't? Weird. Anyway, I just ate their beef lasagna. Just in case of the swine flu.). And I never really enjoy being with my family. Until recently. Now that I've entered Secondary School life, I find it hard to trust anyone. I don't know whotrust or believe sometimes. But when I get home, and see my Mom, I dunnoe. Everything-all traces of insecurity-just vanishes. Cuz I know that my Mom will always be there for me. Indirectly, she's kinda like one of my bestfriends now. I mean, I don't really confide in her. Who tells their mother that they're crushing on some guy in school? I mean, there are some of us who do tell our mothers. But I don't really feel comfortable sharing my latest object of attention with my mother. What do you expect me to say? "Hey Mom. I simply ah-dore _____. He is sooo CUTE. And I want him sooo bad. Please buy him for me just like how you get me everything I want."? That won't really work out. I don't know what my mom's reaction will be. But she gets me and sometimes, I don't have to say anything and she'll know what's bothering me. But that doesn't mean that I don't trust others. I do trust my friends. Nora, Syazwani, Afiqah, Aisyah, the Clique(Gloria, Fitri, Hidayah, Dina, Shafirah) etc. It's just that there're some things that I'd rather keep to myself than share with others. I may seem real loud and an extrovert. But seriously? There's a little side of introvert in me and a frail sensitive, insecure little girl inside of me wanting to be comforted and assured. I may be smiling all the time, but sometimes, those smiles are just painted on and have no actual meaning to them. I may say that I'm okay, but sometimes, those "okays" mean "Please don't leave me. Stay here with me and comfort me cuz I'm seriously unsure of myself.". I want someone to listen to me and offer me their shoulders while I cry and pour my heart out. Someone to rub my back and say that everything's fine. Unfortunately, I don't really find that reassurance from anyone. And it pains me, really. It hurts to know that no one seems to want to be my bestfriend. It's the suckiest thing ever. Seriously. God. I sound so pathetic. But whatever. It's not like my life's a secret anyway. My life's been an open book for a long time. An open book with the words on its pages faded. So that no one can read me properly, and instead, just turn to the cover of the book to judge me by it. Anyway, this is getting too heavy. Let's move on to something more lighter. Back to the subject of guys and crushes. As I've said, I realized that I don't really need them in my life. I'm happy just as I am. In fact, I've never felt so happy. I always feel light and refreshed and free. I guess that this latest ex-obsession of mine had made me grow into a much matured Kimberly. I'm not closing any doors, but I'm not opening any so widely either. If a guy manages to slip by the narrow way to get into my heart, then I'll accept him and open my doors wider for him to enter with much ease. If not, then that's it. Maybe it's not my time to love yet. I still have a lot in front of me. Whatever happens, I'll just leave it all to fate. I'm sure that it has something fantabulous in store for me. It's just that it's not the right time yet. But I know that I'll definitely love and be loved one day. By the imperfectly perfect guy. At the perfect time. In the most perfect circumstances.. Ciao!! xoxo
2:37 AM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Monday, April 20, 2009
Finally went back to school again. Yay! As usual, didn't know what Matthew was talking about during English lesson so didn't bother to listen. Anyway, it was just that "Walking with Giants" corrections so just copied where necessary. Wore my FBT shorts for PE. Actually, last night, I decided to just wear my school PE shorts then just bring my FBT shorts just in case Lee Kok Kok gives us a nag-a-thon. But then, this morning, I accidentally tore my PE shorts. I was, like, rubbing my eyes with a cotton ball to take off the fucking waterproof eyeliner when the cotton ball dropped. Obviously, I bent down to take it and that's when I heard a slow, ripping sound. I was wondering what the hell just ripped but I was rushing so I didn't take notice of it until my mother asked me if I needed her to alter my shorts. I was, like, "What the hell? Alter for what? My shorts are perfectly fine.". Then she started laughing with my brother and I started getting annoyed. What was their problem, anyway? It's 6:30 in the morning and nothing gets a person more pissed off than being made fun of early in the morning or when she just woke up. And, to add to my annoyance, I couldn't find my name tag and my Class Com badge anywhere. Oh, and my eyes were raw too, from all the scrubbing( where the hell is that freakin' make-up remover?!). So I stormed off to check myself in the mirror and that was when I realized that my shorts was split into two behind. Ugh! I ripped it off altogether and put on the FBT shorts. Well, on the brighter side, at least I didn't need to lie to Mr Lee. He didn't look like he cared, anyway. I mean, Yue Lin and Zi Ru didn't need to give excuses and he didn't even bat an eyelid. So that means that I won't be wearing that horrendous PE shorts anymore. Which is a great relief. Home Ec was surprisingly short. I think it's because I kept laughing with Zi Ru and all. And as they say, time flies when you're having fun. Syazwan and I wanted to skip Mrs Chan's lesson so we told Mrs Chan that we "needed" to go back to class to get our Design Briefs and textbooks. But then we left our stuff in the kitchen so no choice but to return. I did return. Wan went inside the boys' toilet to hang out with Baey & co. Turned out they found a mobile phone. Mrs Chan asked me to find Wan when I got back. I willingly agreed to waste more time. He wasn't in class or at staircase G so I decided to check out the boy's toilet. I wasn't planning to go inside but then I didn't hear anyone inside so I thought, "What the heck! What's the worse that can happen?". So I was about to step inside when OH MY GOD guess who walked out. I stopped in my tracks and stared at HIM. HE stared back for a while before walking away. HE was already going inside his class when I got my tongue back. Dammit! Should've at least asked HIM to help me check if Syazwan was inside! And I know that I've already swore to forget HIM, but hey! It takes time, kay. So I got embarrassed and decided that I would just wait outside til some guy walks out and ask him to help me. Unfortunately, Jaslani was the next person to walk out. Ugh! He is such a pain sometimes. I think he wasn't expecting me there cuz he jumped and said some swear words. I screamed quite loudly, actually VERY loudly(I am soo embarrassing sometimes. Okay, ALL the time.). I wasn't expecting anyone to be inside, kay. I asked him if Wan was inside but he said no. So I wandered around to waste a few precious minutes before reporting back to the kitchen. I think she suddenly suspected that I was just wasting time so she asked Emerson to search. Did the Home Ec diet-related quiz. Shit! We were talking about popcorn, me, Zi Ru, Song Hong and Wan. But they were all the way from acroos the room so we were talking quite loudly. The guys were correcting Zi Ru cuz she kept saying porkcorn, pockcorn instead of popcorn. So I decided to join them but I, being the sleazy one, said "cockcorn" instead of popcorn. Mr Kong was passing by at the time I was saying that. OMG! So embarrassing and so scary! No wonder everyone suddenly fell silent and my stupid "cockcorn" joke seemed to echo throughout the room. I shut my trap and did the test. Everyone laughed when Mr Kong walked away. Gosh! Thank goody he didn't give me detention or anything. He's caught me doing and saying embarrassing stuff a lot of times already. Cikgu Latifah followed the Sec Ones for camp so she wasn't there for mother tongue. yay! haha! Spent the entire two periods gossipping with Shaf, Afiqah and Ramdan(yes! The bulu is actually a gossip!). And our subject for the day is *drumroll* Khairul! As in, Shaf's fugly stalker. Ew! He creeps me out, mna. I mean, the way he looks at people. It's as if he wants to rape you or something. I never fail to talk about Shaf's "fugly stalker" extra loudly whenever he's around. Plus, I snub him whenever our eyes meet. Just so he knows that he is not welcome in our circle. Hmph! Not to be mean, but seriously, uploading people's pictures in your PSP secretly? Yuck! The guys were gossipping as well. And surprisingly, I turned out to be one of their subjects. They were talking in hushed tones but then I heard my name so I looked at them and Afiq, one of the he-gossips, asked me if I was wearing eyeliner and I said no so he turned to Nash and said "She say she not wearing but she wearing lah.". What?! It's bad enough when girls gossip, but guys? And once again, for the record, I am NOT wearing make-up to school. Well, yeah, I do wear powder. But not eyeliner! Crispan, Nash, Afiq, Syafii. Who else?! So my efforts in rubbing my eyes were futile. And to think that I rubbed till my eyes turned red and raw. Bullshit. Had Mr Ranganathan for PC. Ugh! So boring. He gave us this balloons and asked us to play this pathetic game that noone seemed to want to play. Why is our class so not enthu? It's pathetic. Then he got angry (whoa! Yoga Master knew how to get angry?! Shocker!) and took back all his balloons. Gave us work to do instead. About sex and stuff. Why don't they just give us condoms like they did in 17 Again? That would be better!
I'm getting sleepy now people. So Ciao!
6:19 AM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Here I am again. About to sleep. Runny nose is almost over. Thank God! I don't wanna keep sniffing and sneezing in public. Especially sneezing. Like, you know some people sneeze so..so..delicately. It's like, "achoo." and that's it. Yes, it's not even an "achoo!".It's an "achoo.".Like Mathhew. He sneezed in class a few days ago and that was how he sneezed. I don't know how people do that, but I'm definitely not one of those people. I'm more to the "HACHOO!!" "HACHOO!!" "HACHOO!!" type. Yepp. Three times (sometimes four) in a row and really, really, noisy. I like letting it all out. It gives me this satisfaction. Mom scolds me all the time when I sneeze. She orders me to act more lady-like. But I never listen. It's not like I can control how my body works.
Today, woke up at 11:00 to have a quick brunch before having a short shower and heading out to church at 12:30. We were late for, like, 10 or 15 minutes. But hey! Twasn't my fault. I just did foundation at home and did the rest of my face in the taxi. Which, I must tell you, is really inconvenient. I mean, I smudged my eyeliner three times when it made a turn, poked my eye with the f*cking mascara wand when the vehicle suddenly jerked to a stop and smeared my cheek with the lippy. So, a little tip to everyone out there. Try not to apply your make-up in a moving vehicle. Anyway, after mass, met Nora and Syazwan at Lot 1 to watch Zac Efron's 17 Again (God!!! Zac is soo cute!). The movie only starts at 3:20 but they wanted to meet at 2:30 so we didn't know what to do with the 50 minutes we had (puh-leaze! Is there anything you can do in Lot 1 that's remotely interesting? You tell me.). In the end, we sat around inside that arcade place beside the theatre halls and gossiped. Twenty minutes before the movie starts, we decided to buy the popcorn and all. But then, they haven't opened the hall so we stood around outside, eating. By the time we got to our seats, only three-third of my popcorn was left. The movie was okay, I guess. Some funny moments here and there. Moderate amount of kissing scenes. Some disgusting scenes (so totally cougar. Like, umm.. Madonna and her latest ex-boy-toy. Ew.). If anyone's watching, please do tell me. I want to watch it again. The story's quite cute. OKay, fine. I wanna watch it again cuz I want to see Zac Efron again. But the storyline's not that bad either.
Went home after the movie. Had to rush over to Aunt Mary's house. ACtually, we were supposed to watch the movie with Amsyar yesterday. But Nora wasn't free so we went today. However, Amsyar wasn't the free one today. But I really wanted to watch the movie ASAP. It's either today or never. So today it is.
Finally going to school tomorrow. Zi Ru, Yue Lin and I are wearing FBT shorts for PE. Netball girls must stay together at all times. One for all, all for one! Although, we probably need to think of some excuse to tell Lee Kok Kok. It is said that he bans FBT shorts. Crap. But it is also known that he is quite gullible (tried and tested by yours truly :D).
Got to go now! By the way, I don't know what's wrong with my MSN. I think it's been infected by some virus. I mean, messages like "I saw you at this party last night! Check it out at : http://www.(insert-nonsencical-words-here).com" or "wanna check out hot and horny lesbians doin IT? go to : http://www.(whatever-crap).com" keep getting sent from my offline contacts. It's annoying me!! Hope it ends soon. Or else, I might be forced to create another MSN account. Which, as many of us will know, is bloody troublesome.
Ciao! xoxo
6:38 AM
The Beauty Exposed ;
Friday, April 17, 2009
Didn't go to school again. Ugh! This sucks! I'm seriously missing school. Especially my friends. Even the teachers, for God's sake! I hate being cooped up at home. I mean, on the plus side, I can sleep in til noon. But that's it. And I'll probably gain some weight. Cuz all I did all day was pig out. On bland stuff. Like fruit juices or fruit kebabs. No junkfood, according to the doctor. But puh-leeeeaze. It's just a friggin' flu. Runny nose. That's all. So I don't understand why I can't eat any chocolate or chips. Mom hid everything. Don't know where she kept the junkie. However, I'm not that stupid. I bribed Ella to bring me some choc and chips when she visited this afternoon. Actually, it was more like blackmail. But hey, desperate times call for desperate measures. Just finished eating a whole box of Famous Amos cookies and a huge bag of Ruffles. Cheddar Cheese. Mmmm. And a few bars of choc. Boost, Twirl, Time Out, Kit Kat and a whole bag of Hershey Kisses. God. I feel good right now. Like I'm in heaven or something. And heavy. Dammit. What can I do to shed this fat? I'm sure that I'm missing out a lot in school. Wonder how everyone is. Wonder what is the latest happening. I spent the whole day in front of the computer that it's giving me a head-ache. Oh, and by the way, I just top upped my phone with a month's supply of credit so please feel free to text me. In fact, I'm begging you to text me. I'm getting so bored. Also, what's up with me nowadays? It's, like, I get annoyed easily at the slightest thing. Is it puberty or what? One second, I'm laughing and smiling and feeling so happy. Next thing you knowm I'm mad and then another second later, I'm crying and feeling miserable and all. It's really suckish, these mood swings. I hope I can go back to school on Monday. Nothing to report, really. The only time I can report about something is when I go to school cuz all the excitement happens there. Otherwise, without school and friends, my life would be Yawnville.
Ciao! xoxo
3:33 AM
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